It's a rainy day. For someone who is almost always carefree, I can become a real creature when the rain waves me indoors. A creature of endless thoughts and boundless imagination. Suddenly the room is clouded with memories, ideas, emotions, regrets, thoughts - it's getting real full. it needs to escape, like the rain. Disperse already! Sometimes it's a black cloud. I just want to tell them to get the eff out of my mind! Like an addict to my own thoughts.
Sometimes, it's so good I never want the thoughts to go away. Like today.
Sometimes, it's so good I never want the thoughts to go away. Like today.
Today, while driving a familiar road, I was reminded of the first few memories as a nursing student. There has been lots of firsts. First patient. First instructor. First injection. First charting. First laugh with my peer about something dumb we just did. First journal. First end of term. First code blue. First emotional breakdown. And on my last day as a student nurse, a First good-bye from a patient, an ironic end to my time as a nursing student. I look at myself in the mirror and I do see a different person these days. The new knowledge. friendships. experiences. The program, the people. We've gone through a lot together. It's been a golden journey.
Enough, rain. Share a rainbow with me now.
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